Ima miss him

Aaron is gone today, he had to go shoot stuff. He left the house around 3:30am. If he woke me up to say goodbye, I don't remember it. 

He has been gone over twelve hours now. And I just miss him. It was supposed to be his day off. But, nope. 

And it just got me thinking how I don't have a lot of time left with him. Just a few more weeks here in this house, then he leaves for months of training. I can hardly stand this twelve hours without him, how can I handle the entire summer away from him?!

I know I've done it before. For basic training. And that was horrible. I felt so alone and unsure. Hopefully being able to talk to him for often this time will help a little. 

I just love that guy. And I don't want him to ever go away.