Feelings.

I have that feeling. The feeling I got when I would write. It was so wonderful to write. I would feel it, and mix it up, and write it down, and then it would be something new. And I was proud of it. And it was mine. 

But now I feel it, and I am not writing. I am "blogging" instead, about how I don't write anymore. 

Why don't I write anymore? 

I loved it so much. 

I'm afraid that maybe I can't call myself a writer anymore. 

What makes a writer? Does it have to involve writing?